Prema was an attractive woman in her mid-30s. She was attracted to a man just for his touch. Other than that, they had nothing in common. She wanted to move on. But his touch kept her in this co-dependency.
As she regressed, she discovered how she was abandoned at birth due to complications. She missed her mother’s touch. A deep void was created there itself which she was unable to fill. This man seemed to fill that void. She noticed how she shivered at birth, wanting to be comforted and oddly this man triggered these very sensations in her. She went deeper as she felt choking sensations and saw that this man had in a previous lifetime tied her up as an infant girl because of her gender, and left her in a river to drown and die. She was filled with agony and kept asking why. As this feeling of agony melted, she went deeper and saw herself in a place where she was kept in the dark. Though she had a voice, she could not be heard. Saw herself as a small mouse kept in a cage scampering around, that was covered with a blanket. Going deeper into this fear of invisibility she saw herself suspended in a large void, a blackness. There was nothing. She realised she was the void. The only quality she could feel was silence. Slowly, she collapsed into the void where all was silence. She discovered she is the Void. A calm settled. As she slowly wound back through each of these memories, each layer collapsed into peace or nothingness. Dissolution happened. As she spun around to her current life situation, terrified that she would have to break up with this man, this calmness told her – “We are not here to separate you, we are here to bring you to oneness“. She relaxed and realised that letting go is another way of relating. In the last layer of rediscovering physical touch, the calmness seemed to say, “My mother’s touch flows into my veins like milk“. She felt experientially that touch is deeper than skin, and more fluid, and the session ends. Post session she connected the dots on how her immune system was compromised as a result of this deprivation, how she was extremely reactive and averse to milk as a result of the abandonment feelings it triggered. Slowly she could let go of the attachment to this man and the relationship transformed into a state of gratitude. She could be in that relationship out of choice now, instead of a need.
A recent past life regression experience that shows the deep interconnections we have in life.